Irresponsible

Why do you keep reading those goddamn books.? Why do you watch those fuckingly boring sad movies.? Why would you go to a mountain when you can be at home with me..?These interrogatory statements were the highlights of the argument  I had with her. I told her,I have read bukowaski telling me that you need to find your focus by saying "find what you love and let it kill you", Hemingway telling me that you need to accept the fact that people aren't perfect by saying "Humans aren't poetry", Kafka telling me that you need to understand death to truly understand the life by saying "A First Sign of the Beginning of Understanding is the Wish to Die", Henry David Thoreau telling me that truth is the most important thing you can fight for by saying "rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, than fairness, give me the truth". I have seen Masaan and learnt  that pain is an inherent part of the life while feeling the pain of Deepak when he said, "ye dukh kaahe khatam nahi hota hain be", I've watched Lootera and found out that how hard it is to hate someone we used to love no matter how much they've betrayed you.I have seen The eternal sunshine of the spotless mind to find out that you need to let people go if they want to, that you can't control someone's choices no matter who that person is. I have been to Mountains and learnt that non-living things are actually the best listeners. They have heard my stories without judging me. When I finished,  I don't know why, but she seemed furious. I could say that she wanted to leave and eventually, she did. Fortunately, it was the last argument we ever had..!❤💯😇